PARABENS!

I wanted to post a very happy birthday to Wagninho. 19 today. We have not been talking much in the past few weeks, but you have been an amazing friend to me since I came here. Eu amo voce para sempre, obrigada por tudo, eu nunca vou te esquecer. Parabens, tudo de bom para sempre e felicidades.

Just a small update, we know I'm too lazy to post EVERYTHING now. And I forget sometimes. This past week has been hard for me. A lot went on and I feel horrible sometimes. But this too shall pass (as my mother would say). The clock is TICKING....and it is so weird. I love my life here. I love my friends here. I LOVE EVERYTHING....and when I leave...I leave what I love. And go back to what I fought so hard to get away from. In the next few years, two or three...I will return. I wish it could be forever. I built a life here I can never forget and realized this was the best decision I have ever made.

THE CLOCK IS ALSO TICKING BECAUSE IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS I GO TO THE AMAZON!!!! So excited!! I am so excited, but it is ten less days with my friends here.

I saw a puppy today. He looked JUST like my dog back home, and it made me so sad. I miss my dog, as much of a pain in the butt as he is, he's the only man in my life now hahahaha.

As cheesy as this will sound. I found my heart in Brasil, but also lost it again. It's the worst feeling ever and something I always tried to avoid. I will prevail, but I hate to do that alone...again.