And this was probably the most miserable month of my life. My spelling errors are improving slowly. I am remembering English, but messing up my sentences still. My Brazilian exchange student went home last week, and now I am speaking English only here...but speaking very little anyway. I have not left my house very much...I'm currently experiencing an inexplicable type of depression. It's subtle...but it is definitely there.
I wish luck to anyone who is son exchange, going on, or planning on it. Also, I encourage anyone out there to try it, even a short term, but I can't imagine staying any less time than I did.
Brasil will always be in my heart and on my mind. I will never forget it, and never forget to visit and keep in touch. I hope to go back sooner than later, and continue to broaden my view of the world. Add onto my global community. I start college in August. That's not a weird thought, but a little frightening. Not frightening because of the change, I feel like I can wade through ANYTHING now...Frightening because I will be broke, and my traveling would most likely have to be put on hold, if I were any other person. Money is not important to me, I have my life to pay off loans. The experience you gain from traveling is priceless, worth more than you can imagine. So...here's to the future.
I've realized that some may look at me crazy. No one understands me. I get told that a lot. You can't read me, one can not predict what I will do or say, not even my best friend. I am very close to crazy, I suppose, being that I live in a dream world. But the difference between myself and any other dreamer, is that I work until I reach that. I make my dreams reality. Always.
Good luck with life everyone, thank you all for reading.
